My Secret
I am a secret
a walking mystery
I glow ith them
untold lies and lost loves
my hair as red as it is
tells the story of my days spent in hell
my eyes..... a crystal blue
are oceans of passion
that overflow when I lose balance and control
my mouth
a forest of back lies
sweet to smell
deadly to touch
no one goes near my lips
my fingers draw pictures
of times that have truned to stone
silvery dresses...scarves
and top hats
I dance through his mind at night
and fade during the day
only coming back in his darkest hours
everyone laughs
but it is so serious
we look at each other from a distance
running through the flames
we are long distance winners
trying to tie each other to a heaven
saving each other from a hell
I am so scared...
where are the nightbirds?
where is Rhiannon?
where are the gypsies?
where are the dreams?
where are the crystal visions?
I wonder if he is scared too
the dark wing's feathers are going to be clipped.....permeantly.....forever
I am not going to do what he does
too much trouble
I cause trouble for everyone
that is the story of my life
songbirds hum in my ears
clouds cover my realistic views
of the world and him
even the rest of the men in the waltz
I have to stay for the fight
I have to fight it out
I have to feel the power......the fury
I wonder if he knows he's bewitching
I am a witch
riding my broom
in the night
darting stars
my mouth opens too fast
then again
it closes too slowly
do I want to be found?
I want to be lost.....
misplaced like my crystal visions?
I don't know anymore
I turned my great dark wing in
I am sorry
frustration..despair...complications...turmoil
I am
I am sorry
soory to leave you in my storms
lightning striking around you
I will be riding unicorns again
maybe..if I can be a princess
with silver sparkle slippers in a pink gown
who am I anymore?
some girl with delusions of granduer?
some girl with illusions of men?
like phantom..... out of control curls
a friendliness.....a rudenesss...a pervertedness
it all comes down to you
that's what the gypsy said
you see...
I still remain
I may dance away
grab me while you can
I am only a wish
it all comes down to you........
phantom.